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@1 month ago with 262624 notes
dang girl are you my appendix because I don’t understand how you work but this feeling in my stomach makes me want to take you out
That is quite possibly the weirdest and most carefully thought out pickup line I’ve ever read. I applaud you.
What is pain? Is pain when you know your husband doesn’t want you anymore because you aren’t pretty enough, skinny enough, good enough? No. Pain is when you know if you ever get a divorce, you’d lose the one thing that keeps you happy. Hes so beautiful. He’s everything I ever wanted. Can I accept defeat so easily? So willingly? In 10 years, 20 years, will he question me, or will he not even know me? Will I have even lived that long without him? Pain is waking up everyday smiling even when you hurt so much inside. When you wanna talk about it but you know you can’t. Pain is letting it eat you alive. Silence at bedtime now. No compliments anymore. Nothing. We are strangers. Strangers bounded by a piece of paper and child. Nothing to keep me anymore but every reason in the world to stay. How do strangers love? Is it possible to love a stranger? One you’ve known for years but not really? One who made love to you, but then didn’t want you. What’s wrong with me? Maybe one day, people will understand. My stranger isn’t perfect, my stranger doesn’t want me, but I love my stranger. How do you leave someone you love despite all this? How do you leave someone and leave your child behind because you know the court would never let you take him?@2 days ago
I don’t understand where I went wrong. I’ve bent over backwords and nothings worked. I’ve tried and tried. And now I’m forced to push my wants, needs, and feelings aside just to save a relationship because he means so much to me and I don’t want to lose our son. My son. He gives me hope. And I’m in such a dark place I need hope. He’s saved me so many times. He’s my whole world. I feel so helpless, so hopeless. Like there’s nothing else left for me. I’m just a teenage mom. What do I know about raising a kid? That’s what they’ll say. Theyll take him from me. I want my happiness back. Please dont take my baby away from me. Ill have nothing left to live for.@1 month ago with 1 note